sitting
alone
the anniversary of my birth
looking fear down the throat
jokes can't stop
the result
that i don't know
that i must learn
that is my own
the script of life was written
before i got the lines
i'm still learning my character's MO
without really knowing
what i'm fightin' fo'



One of the worst ways to spend your birthday...in the ER. First off I can truly say that stress will KILL you if you let it. I've been stressed and so I went to the ER for chest pain, dizziness, and palpatations. Come to find out that nothing was wrong but stress.
I went to the ER and I went alone. It's not that I HAD to go alone. I made the choice to go alone. For some that may not be a big thing but for me it was. It was my way of exercising my independence and growth. I wouldn't have went alone years ago. I would have been too afraid or too troubled.
Now I am not saying that I am all powerful and that I dont need anyone. No not at all. I AM saying that standing on my own two feet made me feel better than the medicine that the doctor gave me.
Here's to offically getting older AND more importantly getting wiser...