Again-

Sitting...Silent
Emotions run wild
I'mma a silly child
Heart racing
Floor I was pacing
Cool water
Hydrated my throat
Dry from tears
I can no longer shed
-suddenly claim
strangely ok
Often smiled at your
Image in my mind
Last year at this time
At the same place
This isn't going to get better
Their minds I want to erase
Begging me to look
Into your eyes
I can't...
tic toc tic toc tic toc
Months went by
Weeks went by
Days go by
You left me
The only one I wanted
The only one I couldn't have
You wanted me to run to you
I thought to walk
I've been on my own quiet
What could you want of me now?
-night ruined sleep far off
I dreamt of calling
Out your name
My voice fell on deaf ears
My pain coming to blind eyes
It was still all about you...
-no surprise
Can I be strong enough
To make the right choice?
I'll pray long and hard
Waiting for God's voice




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