Oh Yea I'll Say That Something...

So I decided to be truly active and purposeful. In one of my most recent blogs I discussed the idea that I was not being as helpful to others as I need to be. Despite my greatest efforts of the past I decided that I would take the time to help. Sorta going with the teach a man to fish approach. Well man, fish, or horse you can take a thirsty fool to water but you sure as hell can't keep that fool from dehydrating.

I do as much as I can to ensure my spiritual, emotional, mental, and physical hydration. It kills me when others don't do the same for themselves but want to suck you dry. Then they have the audacity to look shocked and surprised...upset even. How dare you NOT take the time to foster their foolishness. You vile wicked person you.

As I have often done I put what I want...NO need to do to the side and instead aide someone else. This time I did it in the hopes of being a teacher. Let me show you and not just tell you. Sadly it didn't work. I don't wanna hold anyone's hand...I really don't. It's the very reason I haven't had children.

I'm a woman but that doesn't mean that I intend to nurture the world and lift everyone up. I just can't do it and now I am burned out. I am burned out on helping and caring.

Fend for yourselves people...fend for yourselves...