7.29.2008

Friends...

Sometimes you can't wait to see them, sometimes they annoy you to no end, sometimes you learn that the ones you thought you could trust and could on...you can't. Fortunately for me I haven't had that problem in a long time.

Of late I have had friends prove to me again and again that they are the very kind of people that
I need to have around me. No one is perfect but these ladies and one guy come pretty damn close.

The kind of people that when I scream they tend to hear me and, when I feel lost they typically come and find me, and when I feel like I need to escape they become like Lucy and show me the way to the wardrobe. They even care enough to roam around with me for hours til we realize that it is time to return.

I was blessed with half siblings that couldn't care less about me. My friends take the time to make sure I live and breathe no matter what. Which makes it all the harder when I have to push them away. Having good friends makes me happy but not being able to be an equally good friend to them causes me a great deal of pain. Not once have they asked I do a thing in return but be myself. I'm trying very hard to do that...hopefully they keep their patience.

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